Title: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
In Reference To: My mother and my sister
Mood: Very Annoyed
UnChrist-like Anger level: Very High
Prayers Needed: please

Maybe my 5w4 IS correct. According to my mother and sister, i guess they would say that it is right on. I am living at home now with my parents... this is a struggle but i feel like this is where God is calling me to be. However i have no clue why. Almost every day, the thoughts 'WHY oh WHy oh WHy would you want me to be here... are you mad at me for something?' crosses my mind. Most of the time it almost feels like torture. I dont think anyone wants to realize that I AM NOT THE SAME. So if something bothers me now that didnt bother me when i was 17 THAT IS NORMAL. i mean HELLO!!!! My sister came over today and first of all woke me up and then it was the normal my sister angers me situation... my mother doesnt seem to see how she is angering me, and then there is a double team telling me that there must be a problem with ME, cause i get angry for every little thing. WHAT!!!!! It's like the normal older sister bothering little sister thing, only i am not 12 anymore. In any case if it was just that, i think it would be tolerable. but as soon as i show a little bit of annoyance or try to leave the situation so as not to get further annoyed. My mom ends up saying, 'That is not very Christ-like Debbie' and my sister just runs with that one. She then proceeds to jump on my moms side. My sister continues to ask, why are you so angry, why are you yelling, whats wrong with you. These things are all true, because at this point i am angry and talking louder than everyone else. so my mom is like yeah why? AND then the situation is officially switched and there is a double team telling me i am a psychopath with anger problems. THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. my sister makes me mad and then turns it around and yells at me for showing some angry emotion. THIS WOULD MAKE ANYBODY CRAZY. ANYBODY. This is the pettiest thing i will ever blog i think. I just cant stand it. I mean does anyone understand me here? Does anyone want to jump on my side?

Ok really just writing this is upsetting me. I mean does this sound like anything a 22 should be writing about? no, because this is juvenile. I mean why oh why oh why God I am i living at home? WHY? Luke 28-30 ????????
Somebody leave me a comment... explain this craziness to me please!